Yeah, that's what I've deemed this blog to be. I have another one, but it's too public to write things that are really troubling me sometimes. Like my job. I freaken HATE my job. I hate my boss sooo much. Which is bad. Why, you ask? Because he's my boyfriend/fiancee's father. Oh yes. Why did I take this job? Oh yeah, because I was too lazy to find a real one. The only redeeming quality about it is that I get paid really well. Well for a college student, anyway. $10 an hour. I work about 20 hours a week... that's cash I could use. But it's kind of bad, because it makes me more reluctant to leave the job, even though it's destroying my soul. Seriously. I need to find a job I actually like. But I can't get paid for doing the stuff I like to do. Like work on my site, lol.

I really hate my school, too. This is my second semester there and I still have no friends. How sad is that? But it's not too uncommon for the school I go to. It's a big commuter school, so everyone pretty much goes there for class and leaves. I wish I could have gone somewhere else... :\

If you've never heard the song, "Suzanne" by Leonard Cohen, you should... it's good.